If there's one thing you can say about mankind...

...there's nothing kind about man.

Tonight, I have officially lost Cameron. I can no longer talk with him or even relate to him. He is lost to me completely.

Perhaps this is why most of my friends are male. Maybe, through them, I am trying to recapture some form of my one real genetic brother.

It's a terribly depressing thought. Especially since it is so very true.

I miss Cameron.

It wouldn't hurt so much though if it didn't feel so intentional on his part.


PS: Grand Theft Auto San Andreas is the best...game...ever.