You saw me crying, but now my eyes are dry

I spent Sunday at a meeting where a friend I hadn't expected to see appeared. That was cool.

However, I found myself so completely mentally fried that, when I got home, all I could do was curl up, half-asleep on the couch, and watch whatever was in my DVD player. That was A Clockwork Orange and The Wall. I was on the verge of a mental implosion. My eyes were filled with premature tears and I found myself completely relating to Pink. Then, I imploded for a little bit. Stress does that to me.

So did getting photos of my back-up's new baby and realizing I have no milestones in my life...and feel like I am just slogging along. So did seeing Don and realizing that I have no milestones in my life. So did looking at a friend's engagement photos and hearing her decide on caterers and music for her wedding. So did just receiving photos of a new baby of a friend of mine from high school just today and realizing I have no milestones in my life.

So, I will continue to slog along and figure out what milestones I want to see in my life and build.